Sunday, August 19, 2012

Final Reflection: Overall Experience


I picked IS183’s Teaching Institute internship program because I was looking to grow in confidence and ability to teach or run an art class in a classroom setting. I also was looking for a place to teach in which I could consider and apply the (multicultural) education lessons I have learned from Lesley University. I hoped that through gaining experience as an educator in an art school setting (compared to the museum setting I had been previously used to), I would find my personal style as an art educator, feel comfortable facilitating and leading lessons in multiple mediums, and that I would learn about engaging, intriguing, enabling, and encouraging the artists within the students I would encounter. In addition, I hoped to learn about being inclusive, involving all types of students who want to participate in the lessons I lead or assist. (I also learned so many more things that I just can’t comprehensively include here!)
I have learned so much from IS183’s Teaching Institute Internship Program.  From my Creation/Curation class as well as the Wire Sculptures in Space camp, I have learned that journaling can be a wonderful teaching tool, because it encourages students to be reflective, and it’s great for them to have their thoughts written down in case you assign a reflection essay or have a reflection sharing time in class. (Visual journals are also a great way to do this; students can use combinations of both images and words, so they can utilize the communication powers of both mediums!)
From teaching my Enchanted Garden lesson, I learned more about how important it is to be adaptive and flexible as a teacher. This is because anything can change in your classroom, particularly in the Community Arts setting; certain supplies may run out or you may forget a supply (we are all human!), students might have certain needs that contradict your methods, supplies, or project plans, or you might just think of something along the way of the lesson that would work out better than what you planned. It’s best to expect the unexpected; embrace it, even! It’s an opportunity to grow. (It’s also a good idea to think of the classroom not as something fixed, but as a living organism: moving and changing, but still “obeying the necessary laws to live and sustain…” and deserving of respect. It’s like a dynamic equilibrium. The feeling of the room should be “let it be as it will be…”) Focus on lesson objectives at all times, but be flexible, harnessing and taking advantage of exploration, “happy mistakes,” and surprises that may come your way. It’s a natural experience when it’s that way, and it allows students to learn naturally, according to each of their needs. (This is particularly helpful when working with students with learning disabilities.)
From my Monday night classes with Angel, I learned about how important it is to give students time to absorb and process information, as well as to give students time to finish projects they start. It’s also a neat idea to, while students work, weave in some of the lesson’s content (i.e. vocabulary words or lesson concepts); this allows their hands to work while their minds spin over and absorb the lesson’s goals. Allowing students to entirely work through a project does the same thing; it allows their minds to digest and reapply the information you are teaching, in the context of their project (hopefully understood well enough through that, that they can reapply it in the world as well).
From IS183’s (Lucie’s) own library, I learned about how to encourage students’ participation (and to activate those students opting out with “I don’t know”); cold call on students, repeat students’ answers back to them so they can verify on their own whether or not they answered properly, ask students to explain correct answers to other students (vs. you doing it), and feign ignorance about the lesson to check students’ following and understanding. All of these methods will encourage students to be alert, in control of their own learning, and engaged in the classroom experience you are providing.
While observing the teachers I assisted, I also realized how important it is to respect the teacher you assist as much as you would your students, even if their teaching styles are different from yours. Respectfully listen and try to abide by your teacher’s classroom setup and lesson plans. They have been working hard at running their classroom a certain way, and that should be honored (reminding you that you could learn valuable lessons from your teacher). At the same time, you are certainly allowed to make mental notes about what you would do differently… (and you should!)
I also noticed that if I assisted in classes I felt might be pressing to me, I stayed more engaged in the lesson as a teacher. I realized that now is the time to learn alongside the students I am assisting! I took advantage of the valuable information and methods my teachers used to teach subjects that were new to me, and discovered possible new avenues for my own teaching. (I also figured it must be nice for students to see one of the “grown-ups” learning and struggling, just like they might be, and like any other human would.)
I also found out that as much as self-evaluation and hard work can gain, just as much (sometimes more) can be gained from taking time to rest and take in the world: to let it inspire you and feed you again before you “get back out there” to design more lessons or help with another class. Reading about/looking at art as much as possible is a great way to do this. Also, letting yourself absorb and process just like you let your students allows you to be open to wherever a great lesson might come from. Reading about education techniques as much as possible, for the same reason as reading about art, will help you learn about others’ successes and mistakes in techniques. You might also be pleasantly surprised by how this will affect your current and future lessons (it could change how you structure your activities/content delivery, your medium choices, or even your entire lesson objectives)!
In addition to the lessons I have learned and listed (and the ones unlisted but in my mind), some differences between my own teaching style (which I am currently much closer to “identifying” now) and other IS183 teaching styles I noticed are as follows:
-       I will do my best never to expect my students’ work to be perfect or “as I visualized.” I should never try to visualize just what my students’ work will look like- rather, I could, but I really shouldn’t be so married to these visualizations that I can’t see past them to the endless possibilities my students could come up with.
-       I will always try to recognize when I am singling a student out, so that I can prevent this from happening as much as possible (unless it is in a good way)! I feel that most issues can be improved with the group’s effort and help, and it’s more positive and constructive to try and solve an issue that way first. If I do negatively (or poorly) single a student out, I will always try to apologize, one-on-one, to them. After all I am only human, too, but it is my responsibility to my students to do my best to keep my emotions in check and to apologize for the times I, inevitably, don’t.
-       I will try to prevent myself from needlessly protecting my students when it comes to mistakes. Unless it is a situation where bodily harm could be involved, I will allow my students to make mistakes in their projects so they can decide on their own whether to embrace them or reject them (although I will always encourage the first!).
My favorite realization I came to is that the classroom isn’t as scary to me now! Instead, I’m recognizing that it’s just organic, and that’s okay. It’s natural when it’s that way, and as long as I don’t fight it, this allows students to learn naturally, according to each of their needs. (What was even nicer about this realization is that it didn’t wait to come to me until the end of my internship; instead, I realized this about halfway through my 4th/6 week!)
Overall, I could not have hoped to gain more from this internship than what I did. Differing from the original plan, I only took two classes in the Teaching Institute program, but I had plenty of introspective writing reflections and art activities to do for them. In addition, I carried out two lesson plans instead of just one! I also assisted with grant research work, and curriculum development in the office, which I had not expected. Last but not least, I learned about so many different types of learning from my students (including students with disabilities), as well as about the type of environment I need to provide to all of my students so that they will learn in the best ways possible.



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